The story had not run it’s course , it turns out it needed an ending and I was not going to be able to put it down until I gave it what it wanted. Namaste. 
If this is being read to you now,  I have been patient, I have perservered, I have waited so long and I have leaned hard on the wall that he held in the space between awake and asleep. He stood, he carried, he cajoled, he teased and he gifted you all for as long as he could with everything he could give you of me from the space between awake and asleep. He held me here for you with a picture, a kiss, an offer, a promise, a glimpse of that contract, solid gold in the space between awake and asleep. He guarded sanity, he held together cracks, he mended, he loved, he sheltered, he stood in shadows – the centurion holding my bleeding heart in his hand in the space between awake and asleep. He promised, he waited, he stayed strong in the space between awake and asleep. He fought, he worked, he plowed, he grew, he built, he welded, a broken soul together using pieces he borrowed from himself in the place between awake and asleep. He slayed demons, he killed dragons, he walked among nightmares to save me when none of you could in the space between awake and asleep. Always and Forever, a repetitive mantra in my head, reminding me, in the space between awake and asleep. He worked for all of YOU. Ride or die, redeem or damn, sick to health, boosting when I failed so you could have me, selfless in the place between awake and asleep. If you are hearing this today, know that he was successful in his own death at preserving my life for you for as long as he could in the place between awake and asleep. Some of you reviled him in life for what you perceived as failings, but you owe him a sainthood for the compassion he has shown you despite your hate  and the time he has given to you from his place between awake and asleep. This time, in the place between awake and asleep, I stood strong, leaving him again was a sacrifice I was not willing to make for a millionth time. We are together once again, planets orbiting perfectly around each other, stars shining in a beautiful dance of synchronization when we move. Look up, my life is complete, my soul is whole again and what was split into two is now one in the place between awake and asleep. I love you all, never doubt it, across all planes and we are waiting for you to visit us here in the place between awake and asleep. Please pause here, duck, then give Death a big round of applause! He appears today by my special express wish and his promise, thank you Ray. I Love you! 😘✌🏻❤️) So, When your shoes come up missing, or the wind brushes by, when you think you laid that down over there and it’s here. If it’s missing, then found or a raindrop splashes your nose under the umbrella. If you smell my perfume or hear a faint whisper, feel laughter flow around you or a strange touch on your hand. Don’t panic, it’s us, dropping by just to check. Say hi, know we’re here. Go to sleep and come by. We’ll always be here, very near, in the place between awake and asleep. 

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